Hello！我是李胤安，来自中国广东省。现在是澳门大学的大四学生，主修机电工程。
在过去的几年里，我一直在自我改变，寻找自己的兴趣。我尝试学习新的语言、尝试学习画画，尝试上课不听课考前熬夜复习——只为了看下自己所谓的“天赋”有多高。我自认是一个很容易变换当前行为方式的人。无论是好是坏，也无论会花费多少时间精力，只要产生某种冲动，哪怕是突然出现的想法，我都很愿意尝试。
可是，很多东西我都浅尝辄止，没有持之以恒地维持某个兴趣。从大二的暑假开始我就一直很迷茫，不知道自己该干什么，也不知道自己能干什么。我只是很朦胧地知道自己想赚大钱，想成为世界公民，我曾经以为这就是兴趣。可是面对这些“兴趣”，我发现自己制定不出详细的计划，什么也干不了，那段时间自己非常的失落和压抑。
后来我学会了一个道理：兴趣是熟悉了某样东西才会产生的，一时冲动不能带来长久坚持的动力，了解和熟练才可以。兴趣的开始甚至不需要什么冲动和一见钟情，只需要一个虚假的心理暗示就行。
正好那时候我们有一节关于控制系统的选修课，我想：嗯好吧，这东西好像很火以后能搞钱。于是我开始暗示自己：我应该喜欢这个东西，和一堆方程和算法打交道我会很开心。
事实证明我是对的，渐渐的我喜欢上控制和控制算法。我现在能一个下午加上晚上坐在电脑前，只为了把一个算法从推导开始一步步实现它。很开心可以坚持这个兴趣到现在，也希望能一直坚持下去。
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Hello, I am Li Yinan, I come from a small city in Guangdong province, China. Currently I’m studying mechanical engineering in University of Macau as a year 4 student.
Over the past few years, I’ve been making some changes to my personal life and academic, in order to figure out what really interests me. I tried to learn new languages, tried to learn painting, and even tried to skip many classes, just want to stay up late before exams to review in an extreme condition— because I want to see how high my so-called “talent” was. I consider myself a person who always ready to change my current behavior style and pattern.No matter whether it is good or bad, and no matter how much time and energy it will take, as long as there is an impulse, even if it is a sudden idea, I am willing to try it.
However, I only tried these so-called interests briefly and didn’t maintain any of them to be long-term. I’ve been a bit confused at that period, which is the summer break of my year 2. I’m not sure what I should and what I can do. I do know that I want to make a lot of money and settle down in big cities. I used to think these were my interests. But when I tried to make a plan based on these “interests,” I couldn’t make any detail about it. I was pretty lost and depressed at the time.
Later I learned that interest is generated when you are familiar with something. Just a quick flash of inspiration isn’t enough to keep you motivated long-term. Understanding and proficiency can do it. The beginning of interest does not even require any impulse or love at first sight, just a false psychological hint.
At the time, we had an elective course on control systems, and I thought: Well, this thing seems to be very popular and can make money in the future. So I began to suggest to myself: I think I’d enjoy this, and I’m happy to work with equations and algorithms.
As it terns out, I am right. I’ve come to enjoy control and control algorithms. Now, I can spend an afternoon and an evening in front of the computer just to understand how an algorithm is derived and implemented. I am very glad that this interest can persist until now, and I hope I can continue to persist.
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